Did ya think I forgot about U?!

 The following is a question I asked in our kaballah forum. (Am waiting for a reply!) Thought I might share some of this here!(My understanding was that one can't study kabbalah and use these also)


"I have a question about "What the issues are with folks who are psychic and do positive Majick,or Oracles like the 3000 year old I Ching,The Tarot (around since the middle ages) I can see if people use these things to distort,manipulate others for gain or cause harm to any. I  thought we are not supposed to "trip" on our ego's,that we are who we are meant to be... Many faiths have asked me to denounce certain things over the 40 years of my search for truth. If this is a science,and not a religion,I'm not seeing the point . Several years ago,a counselor,from a family of well known writers told me this"You could teach a class on comparative religions,at the University of South Carolina . You have done more then study these,you have committed  yourself to experience them." This has been my life in part ,since I was 7 . I foresaw the deaths of my Grandmother and Brother for example. I did not ask for these gifts/curses. Yet I have used them to help other. I know there are many who use these tools for self gain,and some for collateral  damage to others. Is it possible only some are able to access this for the light of the whole of good? Thanks for your time,If certain topics should be asked in private,then let me know where to send them!" 


So the weather has been nutz! rain & sun. We had a great time yesterday,had a family dinner out after presents. I'm getting some things ready for 2 lil souls bd's coming up... It's all I can do for them,besides my prayers. So my laptop is toast,my guitar needs a repair on the tuning peg! But am very excited that in july will be going to see my God-mom in portland. I'm so happy we have not seen each other since 1997. And I get to visit a Convent!!! That's big news in my life! I'm enjoying learning about real kabbalah as well,theres so much more I never knew about it. I started to study it about 1998. There was very little written about it. Some folks took parts & "ran with it" trying to cash in on it. It's not about things down here(in this world" It's about the upper ones, I can see why it was hidden,now this world really needs lots of help & are meant to "GeT it". So am tired and so happy my Jazzy had a super BD. Now I'm hoping Farmville will load! I need to have some down time! Be well & happy til next time.