Thursday, December 25, 2014
Wednesday, December 24, 2014
Wow another year is passing on! Happy everything Y'all oxoxoxox
Been awhile since being here! Hope Y'all had a good year.I know it's also been tough for some of us,yet somehow we find strength to keep on truckin! I find myself sitting outside having a cig,and pondering what I have learned over the past year,as some of us do.Life is a complicated place to live. Relationships are also tricky. We as people tend to sometimes not listen to words and others experiences,yet can think we know what we heard.
When we are young we think we know better then our elder folk.We all fail and make mistakes,yet it's what we learn from them that really matters. iIf we learn enough to correct ourselves first and do our best to do better! Not always easy! We blame others for our actions sometimes,and some stay stuck in that reality,taking what they think they know about a situation,and using it to justify negative behavior.
It's so easy to judge others,and also not always- know the rest of the story... I have also stayed stuck in the blaming others for Everything wrong,and not always thinking about "What was right" About the person's involved.
We forget others also have feelings,and perceive the world from what they have experienced. Some people stay stuck in the past,and can't get beyond wrongs people have done,on purpose or just because they thought at the time,they were doing the best for all. We all have sensitive egos at times,some more then others.
I've seen many things in my life,and look back from an older age of wisdom,and find myself frustrated sometimes because another may hear my words--yet not understand fully what I'm saying.
One thing I have learned is "everything happens for a reason" That has been my kind of Mantra most of my life,since I was a kid trying to make sense of the world in the 1960's. The world at large and my own dysfunctional but mixed up loving family!
Half Jewish the rest Italian. I tried to learn the best I could about who we were and who I was.Where we came from was a mystery that took me most of my life to find out,and of course,I still search for answers!
It's one of the hardest things to do,is try to write cohesively while processing events.
My life is full and busy! I try to share good things with people,as I can. And in turn learn much from them as well! I wish everyone the best holiday ever & a blessed year ahead!!
PS wrote this hours ago,got busy baking and such forgot to post. Be well-- Santa comes tonight!
When we are young we think we know better then our elder folk.We all fail and make mistakes,yet it's what we learn from them that really matters. iIf we learn enough to correct ourselves first and do our best to do better! Not always easy! We blame others for our actions sometimes,and some stay stuck in that reality,taking what they think they know about a situation,and using it to justify negative behavior.
It's so easy to judge others,and also not always- know the rest of the story... I have also stayed stuck in the blaming others for Everything wrong,and not always thinking about "What was right" About the person's involved.
We forget others also have feelings,and perceive the world from what they have experienced. Some people stay stuck in the past,and can't get beyond wrongs people have done,on purpose or just because they thought at the time,they were doing the best for all. We all have sensitive egos at times,some more then others.
I've seen many things in my life,and look back from an older age of wisdom,and find myself frustrated sometimes because another may hear my words--yet not understand fully what I'm saying.
One thing I have learned is "everything happens for a reason" That has been my kind of Mantra most of my life,since I was a kid trying to make sense of the world in the 1960's. The world at large and my own dysfunctional but mixed up loving family!
Half Jewish the rest Italian. I tried to learn the best I could about who we were and who I was.Where we came from was a mystery that took me most of my life to find out,and of course,I still search for answers!
It's one of the hardest things to do,is try to write cohesively while processing events.
My life is full and busy! I try to share good things with people,as I can. And in turn learn much from them as well! I wish everyone the best holiday ever & a blessed year ahead!!
PS wrote this hours ago,got busy baking and such forgot to post. Be well-- Santa comes tonight!
Monday, December 22, 2014
Sunday, December 21, 2014
Sunday, December 7, 2014
Monday, December 1, 2014
Wow been awhile since writing here! Have been working on getting my novel The VortexX re-written each day! Been doing other things in life as well,as being a part of our community.Learning more about Special needs kids,as I work taking care of them. I learn so much from them. I messed up my back trying to move things,I should get help with. I'm a stubborn Capricorn,that hates hearing "I am people my age!" What a bunch of crap. Once in a awhile I do get hurt,but so what? I did when I was younger!! So will be back again. Have a great day!
Friday, November 28, 2014
Tuesday, November 25, 2014
Monday, November 24, 2014
Sunday, November 23, 2014
Hey,hows it going Y'all? Doing good,cold here raking leaves before the next rain hits. Praying for people in NY upstate,hope the flood isn't as bad as we think it will... I got my new bisness cards coming,I screwed up 2 letters on my new name change account. Oh well with all I have going on,at least I'm still investing in myself as a valid Activist/author. be well-----
Monday, November 10, 2014
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Sunday, June 15, 2014
Good evening Good morning!
Hi Y'all! Wow I just saw where some of ya are! Russia & The Ukraine not just the USA! Cool deal,nice to have good souls along for the ride! It don't matter if ya don't comment,Ive been around long enuf to know~~some times it's just nice to read something good,without having to explain one's self~~~I send peace & healing vibes to our sad sick lil planet. people can be so hurtful to each other. Whats the point of doing mean things---when we are here to help each other gather the shards of our big soul---Too bad so many don't get we all are connected by this sad some don't get that a woman can also connect on their own to the upper worlds.Are we not men~~~we are DEVO!!! Sorry I miss listening to You tube and sharing songs.Alas my lap-to doth croketh! In time I will get another/with Skpe(from my lips to G~d"s ear him & her!)
part of a prayer I pray each morning with my coffee & ciggy.
Living and existing King & Queen Creator~~
Thank you for returning my soul to me,
And giving me another day of life~
Because you have done this~ I know you have faith in me & I in you.
help me not to squander the day~
And make this world of Souls better in whatever way I can--I add my Gratitude for loved one's and help done.
and some days I Bitch and moan,over why life is such a mess--weather-money-problems-greed-suffering-unjust treatment of others--as As an old Twilight Zone Said" They are trying to make a Graveyard of this world" How prophetic the writings Of Mr Rod Serling,as others like George Orwell have become. How many really see the "writings on the wall?" most can't see the friggin wall!
I walk in a world of Zombies,on cell phones,not watching where they drive or as they ignore people as they walk. Some folks can still see plainly,as a young Lady saw me standing waiting for a bus today~~she offered me her seat,as some smile and talk with me. I have always thought since a child --we are here for a purpose---to help each other grow as a species of good fortitude. I will return---smiley face!!!!
. Sometimes it's nice to just find some peace & joy to let our thoughts go to loved ones or flowers....OOP's!
part of a prayer I pray each morning with my coffee & ciggy.
Living and existing King & Queen Creator~~
Thank you for returning my soul to me,
And giving me another day of life~
Because you have done this~ I know you have faith in me & I in you.
help me not to squander the day~
And make this world of Souls better in whatever way I can--I add my Gratitude for loved one's and help done.
and some days I Bitch and moan,over why life is such a mess--weather-money-problems-greed-suffering-unjust treatment of others--as As an old Twilight Zone Said" They are trying to make a Graveyard of this world" How prophetic the writings Of Mr Rod Serling,as others like George Orwell have become. How many really see the "writings on the wall?" most can't see the friggin wall!
I walk in a world of Zombies,on cell phones,not watching where they drive or as they ignore people as they walk. Some folks can still see plainly,as a young Lady saw me standing waiting for a bus today~~she offered me her seat,as some smile and talk with me. I have always thought since a child --we are here for a purpose---to help each other grow as a species of good fortitude. I will return---smiley face!!!!
. Sometimes it's nice to just find some peace & joy to let our thoughts go to loved ones or flowers....OOP's!
Saturday, June 14, 2014
Life is one adventure opon another...
Like the line in Jaws----Just when "ya thought it was safe to go into the water"~~~~Or at least for me~~it was safe to be where I was~Things change~
The only thing constant is change.We can live on "The Island of denial" WE can try to fight it,yet in the end we all follow what is true to our own belief system and work with the changes~learn from the lessons they present or choose to ignore them...Wow Due to health and weather issues~ETC ETC BLAH BLAH BLAH,and half a dozen other half~baked reasons. I have decided to move back to the SOUTHEAST.I'm hoping in the next month or so,to be going back to Georgia to visit my Daughter Kim,and Family. My final destination will be New Orleans~~ That's the only City on Earth,I wish to live & be in tombed in.
I miss many of my step-family In Athens GA! I called it my home for 9 years,till the economy was starting to fall down around us.Like a house of cards,people scrambled to find work with whatever company/holding company ETc was taking over at the time...
So many life's were changed,and many not for the better. The salt of the earth folks,who worked hard-stayed late-covered people who had cut hours.Pulling together as Americans had for so many years,only now loyalty was not rewarded as often,So I celebrate the spirit of all those workers,and myself who did my best to work hard,though I never could be rewarded with medical beyond Medicaid. No Matter how hard I did try--my health was not great,and without the expensive medications,I had to be on for more then 30 years Y'all! I salute everyone in The USA--that knows what the hell I'm takin bout!!! Will keep ya posted----be well & happy,& dang! Thanks for over 3000 Peeks on dddreamcat@twitter last week!!! You really rock OUR world.OXOXOX
The only thing constant is change.We can live on "The Island of denial" WE can try to fight it,yet in the end we all follow what is true to our own belief system and work with the changes~learn from the lessons they present or choose to ignore them...Wow Due to health and weather issues~ETC ETC BLAH BLAH BLAH,and half a dozen other half~baked reasons. I have decided to move back to the SOUTHEAST.I'm hoping in the next month or so,to be going back to Georgia to visit my Daughter Kim,and Family. My final destination will be New Orleans~~ That's the only City on Earth,I wish to live & be in tombed in.
I miss many of my step-family In Athens GA! I called it my home for 9 years,till the economy was starting to fall down around us.Like a house of cards,people scrambled to find work with whatever company/holding company ETc was taking over at the time...
So many life's were changed,and many not for the better. The salt of the earth folks,who worked hard-stayed late-covered people who had cut hours.Pulling together as Americans had for so many years,only now loyalty was not rewarded as often,So I celebrate the spirit of all those workers,and myself who did my best to work hard,though I never could be rewarded with medical beyond Medicaid. No Matter how hard I did try--my health was not great,and without the expensive medications,I had to be on for more then 30 years Y'all! I salute everyone in The USA--that knows what the hell I'm takin bout!!! Will keep ya posted----be well & happy,& dang! Thanks for over 3000 Peeks on dddreamcat@twitter last week!!! You really rock OUR world.OXOXOX
Thursday, June 12, 2014
Saturday, June 7, 2014
More thoughts on many matters.... Have a blessed day!
Why do some make others suffer by shaming others into submission??????????
To make a soul feel low for loving another.
To make one choose one life over another????
Pre-planning so called Chess moves of manipulating others to get what they think they want or need…
Leaving behind souls to bleed…
To still another’s voice or wishes for a better future, instead of cutting souls down like weeds, letting the evil ones flourish and prosper.
The Garden of our life has long been corrupt for so long. I Pray/Vibe that good will grow in peoples hearts and not to give up on hope. That’s why this planet is so screwed up.
The powers that control the outside world, don’t have any pull in the worlds that wait beyond…
Yet they have tools of Mass destruction, and pills for everything that almost all become 1-800~bad drug. Or how about 1-800-bummer.
Getting rich off others pain and hunger…
I’m glad that I have studied Kabala since the 1990’s,when my childhood visions ended at 1993. Glad I didn’t see all of what was coming at us. It wouldn’t have made sense anyway at that time, through my well seasoned eyes/experiences--it sure as shit does now… pardon my “French” as they say!
It will take time to recreate all the stories of my life with writing them now~ perhaps it is meant to be my perspective at age 59...
Everything happens for a reason--in it’s own time--
Be well-be happy I shall return…
To make a soul feel low for loving another.
To make one choose one life over another????
Pre-planning so called Chess moves of manipulating others to get what they think they want or need…
Leaving behind souls to bleed…
To still another’s voice or wishes for a better future, instead of cutting souls down like weeds, letting the evil ones flourish and prosper.
The Garden of our life has long been corrupt for so long. I Pray/Vibe that good will grow in peoples hearts and not to give up on hope. That’s why this planet is so screwed up.
The powers that control the outside world, don’t have any pull in the worlds that wait beyond…
Yet they have tools of Mass destruction, and pills for everything that almost all become 1-800~bad drug. Or how about 1-800-bummer.
Getting rich off others pain and hunger…
I’m glad that I have studied Kabala since the 1990’s,when my childhood visions ended at 1993. Glad I didn’t see all of what was coming at us. It wouldn’t have made sense anyway at that time, through my well seasoned eyes/experiences--it sure as shit does now… pardon my “French” as they say!
It will take time to recreate all the stories of my life with writing them now~ perhaps it is meant to be my perspective at age 59...
Everything happens for a reason--in it’s own time--
Be well-be happy I shall return…
Sunday, June 1, 2014
"What does it mean Mr natural? It don't mean sheet!"
The above ditty,was from R.Crumbs Zap comix. I go from thinking we all are interconnected and "everything happens for a reason..." Then I get burn out,and think nothing has any order--it's all just a random "joke" on us. I have struggled most of my life to help others, do the right things like keep my integrity,believe in a better world,and do all I can to be part of making it that way. the older I got and the more i learned,came to find out things I wish wasn't true but are...It's a lonely place when you "know too much" Not many you can have a conversation with,that can understand,or even want to know about it. I can't blame them,they say "ignorance is bliss" I didn't and spent my life searching for truth and the so called Holy grail.I learned about science,experienced many religions,explored the outer reaches of the mind-soul-spirit,in hopes of sharing these things with others of like mind.
I wonder if it was for nothing,because it seems with all the praying good deeds,these many years,God or whatever name you choose,has left me high & dry over & over again. some folks talk about how they found a good husband,or made a successful business out of nothing,many give thanks to the creator for help. Me I feel like "Oliver" most days holding out a bowl,saying please sir can i have some more? What good is talent if it's not being used? What good is "knowledge" if it's not being shared? What good is having gifts,if one is so poor,as to not be able to even afford to fix a guitar,I had for 30 years? I never had a new one,so put one on my guitar center wishlist,with some harps. Then I find debts people left me,as i try to live on $200 bucks a month--after rent. I was hoping to play the streets,as I used to in New York,because I am on a fixed income,with health issues,and can't find any way to make honest money. My writing is waiting to see if I will finish it. Not like that will make much,because I was planning on posting it free anyway,and maybe have a donate button. I feel worn down,and frustrated,my keyboard is going out too. I just wanted to be able to do better in my life,and know it will only get worse. sorry but that's all I have for now folks. Have a good day y'all.
I wonder if it was for nothing,because it seems with all the praying good deeds,these many years,God or whatever name you choose,has left me high & dry over & over again. some folks talk about how they found a good husband,or made a successful business out of nothing,many give thanks to the creator for help. Me I feel like "Oliver" most days holding out a bowl,saying please sir can i have some more? What good is talent if it's not being used? What good is "knowledge" if it's not being shared? What good is having gifts,if one is so poor,as to not be able to even afford to fix a guitar,I had for 30 years? I never had a new one,so put one on my guitar center wishlist,with some harps. Then I find debts people left me,as i try to live on $200 bucks a month--after rent. I was hoping to play the streets,as I used to in New York,because I am on a fixed income,with health issues,and can't find any way to make honest money. My writing is waiting to see if I will finish it. Not like that will make much,because I was planning on posting it free anyway,and maybe have a donate button. I feel worn down,and frustrated,my keyboard is going out too. I just wanted to be able to do better in my life,and know it will only get worse. sorry but that's all I have for now folks. Have a good day y'all.
Wednesday, May 28, 2014
Did ya think I forgot about U?!
The following is a question I asked in our kaballah forum. (Am waiting for a reply!) Thought I might share some of this here!(My understanding was that one can't study kabbalah and use these also)
"I have a question about "What the issues are with folks who are psychic and do positive Majick,or Oracles like the 3000 year old I Ching,The Tarot (around since the middle ages) I can see if people use these things to distort,manipulate others for gain or cause harm to any. I thought we are not supposed to "trip" on our ego's,that we are who we are meant to be... Many faiths have asked me to denounce certain things over the 40 years of my search for truth. If this is a science,and not a religion,I'm not seeing the point . Several years ago,a counselor,from a family of well known writers told me this"You could teach a class on comparative religions,at the University of South Carolina . You have done more then study these,you have committed yourself to experience them." This has been my life in part ,since I was 7 . I foresaw the deaths of my Grandmother and Brother for example. I did not ask for these gifts/curses. Yet I have used them to help other. I know there are many who use these tools for self gain,and some for collateral damage to others. Is it possible only some are able to access this for the light of the whole of good? Thanks for your time,If certain topics should be asked in private,then let me know where to send them!"
So the weather has been nutz! rain & sun. We had a great time yesterday,had a family dinner out after presents. I'm getting some things ready for 2 lil souls bd's coming up... It's all I can do for them,besides my prayers. So my laptop is toast,my guitar needs a repair on the tuning peg! But am very excited that in july will be going to see my God-mom in portland. I'm so happy we have not seen each other since 1997. And I get to visit a Convent!!! That's big news in my life! I'm enjoying learning about real kabbalah as well,theres so much more I never knew about it. I started to study it about 1998. There was very little written about it. Some folks took parts & "ran with it" trying to cash in on it. It's not about things down here(in this world" It's about the upper ones, I can see why it was hidden,now this world really needs lots of help & are meant to "GeT it". So am tired and so happy my Jazzy had a super BD. Now I'm hoping Farmville will load! I need to have some down time! Be well & happy til next time.
Monday, May 26, 2014
Back on the grid1
Hi Y'all--time for another exciting installment of "This is our life!" My younger daughter Jasmine is having a BD tomorrow! Wishing her the best year ever!OXOX.
I see the last time we spoke was a bit ago. The past 2 weeks have been good,and in some ways very complicated such as life is often. We start out at once headspace,then it seems we get carried away like Dorothy in The Wizard of OZ...
I have also been dealing with crappy health issues,getting used to walking w/ a cane ain't my idea of a fun time. At least I bought a nice one,with Morning Glory print at a good Price @ Walgreens online!
So there are folks I am working on getting back to,today started to touch base with some.Laptop overheats,so am using Pc slow --no audio--but it works,and can write from my room. I keep most of my real personal stuff,to close folks.About 8 years ago,when "Blogs were a new thing" I had 50 hits/views a day,after a few months. I had things going on,so also was given a case of Writers block for a couple of years...
Over time I got my Muse back,though not always the time to devote to it... Life is full of change--that's one thing we can all count on.It also is full of the Unexpected... Sometimes we don't always see the hidden motives or agendas of others... We see what we want to according to how we see the world,and for some the way we wish others were... It don't work that way most of the time,and some never see it,like "Don't confuse me with the facts..."
It's hard not to judge people,even when we judge by our own heart and standard,it don't mean we are always seeing the truth.
I'm going through some of that,as well as looking on a much larger scale of reality. The book I'm reading,is full of facts~truth and humor,yet it is to me beyond tragedy. I have so many pages of it underlined, and am taking it in,On a personal level,it makes sense--and from glimpses of the future from times in my past. It explains what my minds eye did see before any would transpire. for now suffice to say,I really get the Kabbalist way of explaining sharing one part--hiding 2...In my own way of putting what I am learning into my own way of saying it... So will post this so ya know I didn't croAK! iT'S SO WIERD HOW WHAT I'm learning about the top worlds(In Kabbalah) and the contrast of what goes on down on this plane of existence (This world)Is so multifaceted... to be continued...
I see the last time we spoke was a bit ago. The past 2 weeks have been good,and in some ways very complicated such as life is often. We start out at once headspace,then it seems we get carried away like Dorothy in The Wizard of OZ...
I have also been dealing with crappy health issues,getting used to walking w/ a cane ain't my idea of a fun time. At least I bought a nice one,with Morning Glory print at a good Price @ Walgreens online!
So there are folks I am working on getting back to,today started to touch base with some.Laptop overheats,so am using Pc slow --no audio--but it works,and can write from my room. I keep most of my real personal stuff,to close folks.About 8 years ago,when "Blogs were a new thing" I had 50 hits/views a day,after a few months. I had things going on,so also was given a case of Writers block for a couple of years...
Over time I got my Muse back,though not always the time to devote to it... Life is full of change--that's one thing we can all count on.It also is full of the Unexpected... Sometimes we don't always see the hidden motives or agendas of others... We see what we want to according to how we see the world,and for some the way we wish others were... It don't work that way most of the time,and some never see it,like "Don't confuse me with the facts..."
It's hard not to judge people,even when we judge by our own heart and standard,it don't mean we are always seeing the truth.
I'm going through some of that,as well as looking on a much larger scale of reality. The book I'm reading,is full of facts~truth and humor,yet it is to me beyond tragedy. I have so many pages of it underlined, and am taking it in,On a personal level,it makes sense--and from glimpses of the future from times in my past. It explains what my minds eye did see before any would transpire. for now suffice to say,I really get the Kabbalist way of explaining sharing one part--hiding 2...In my own way of putting what I am learning into my own way of saying it... So will post this so ya know I didn't croAK! iT'S SO WIERD HOW WHAT I'm learning about the top worlds(In Kabbalah) and the contrast of what goes on down on this plane of existence (This world)Is so multifaceted... to be continued...
Friday, May 23, 2014
King Of Pain - The Police (HQ Audio + Lyrics) and some of my words 4 Today...
Hi Y'all am having a awful pain day,the "P' almost gone on my keyboard---coffee maker exploded~the filter was ripped. Wish I was no pun intended.Am going to see my counselor today. Almost forgot~I hurt so bad. Gotta love Obama care--not.The health care system is fucked up worse then It was. I voted for him,loved his happy family,yet I'm one of the poor,who worked hard to make a better life. Am broke as a joke,trying to keep my humor-integrity-and life.... oxoxox be well & happy~~~
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Wednesday, May 14, 2014
9/11, and Farmville,a tale of 2 realities...
Hi Y'all, I was tired and on my way to get on my farm... Maybe it's the full(Milk)Moon in Scorpio,which is a water sign,can be flowing along,can be like a scorpion stinger... Water and air signs,can be a time of dreamy aspects.
It also can be spacey,start out one place end up in another ya didn't plan on being... That's the case here,I was planning on spacing out,relaxing and designing on my Farmville space! I have a big Farm on my main one.(There are others too--) mine is sort of like a Disneyland area! I have my Asian "World" Wild west area,majick/fantasy/Unicorn side,and other cool things going on there! it helps me wind down & relax(except when it won't load right!) There is a lot I am processing in my mind,on a personal,spiritual,level. There are so many awesome folks in my life now,that it's a juggling act to stay in touch,get my own stuff done,and work on my many writing projects. I have Kabbalah class 2 x a week,plus studying--which I enjoy. I have about 20 books waiting for me to read! Though I am reading one that made so many questions I had over the past lifetime,seem lucid.
I'm the type who would rather have the truth,no matter how ugly it may be. And so after digging through real facts in http://www.amazon.com/Most-Dangerous-Book-World-Ritual
I can see why 9/11 happened the way it did.... As a child,I watched them build the Twin Towers,we could see them on Subway rides into the city. Later as a teen,had visions of bad destruction to come in later years. It was so bad,I was in the hospital 3 months. I thought I lost my mind. But when you think/see in your minds eye,of these things,who could one tell? People would think you mad. Theres a history of folks who "saw" things,some were burn4ed at the stake. maybe it was awhile back,still I thought it best as the song goes(Fleetwood Mac) "I keep my visions to myself..." I dreamed my baby brother Jeffrey had died,and I was going to his funeral. One month later he did die,under weird circumstances.I had begged him to leave Brooklyn and come to oregon. He said he would in the fall.He died May 1982. people who know me,know I would never lie--let alone about something heartbreaking serious as that.
All i ever wanted was justice in this world,for people to not have to go hungry or be sick,because they were poor. I wanted to make the world a better place,to bring love & my skills to try to join with others who want to repair the world. the more people join in energy or prayers-or vibes to make things better. It will happen-- it will take time,because so much damage has been done to people~animals~and the planet. Evil will destroy itself in the end.There is no real power in hating and hurting. it may seem like evil has taken over,it never will. it's pushing a trip...On my Farm it is nice and peaceful.Fun to look at,it is my world! Outside I see the Moon shining and know that even though 9/11 was caused by those who wanted power and $ at any cost,and to play sick games--and blame muslims,to play more war--shame---- in the end the dirt comes out of the wash.... I never plan what i will write for the most part.Nights like this the words seem to "write themselves"
Here is a good link to Real info on Kabbalah,a library!http://www.kabbalah.info/eng/content/view/frame/2373?/eng/&main
I'm really tired Y'all.Have a great night----
It also can be spacey,start out one place end up in another ya didn't plan on being... That's the case here,I was planning on spacing out,relaxing and designing on my Farmville space! I have a big Farm on my main one.(There are others too--) mine is sort of like a Disneyland area! I have my Asian "World" Wild west area,majick/fantasy/Unicorn side,and other cool things going on there! it helps me wind down & relax(except when it won't load right!) There is a lot I am processing in my mind,on a personal,spiritual,level. There are so many awesome folks in my life now,that it's a juggling act to stay in touch,get my own stuff done,and work on my many writing projects. I have Kabbalah class 2 x a week,plus studying--which I enjoy. I have about 20 books waiting for me to read! Though I am reading one that made so many questions I had over the past lifetime,seem lucid.
I'm the type who would rather have the truth,no matter how ugly it may be. And so after digging through real facts in http://www.amazon.com/Most-Dangerous-Book-World-Ritual
I can see why 9/11 happened the way it did.... As a child,I watched them build the Twin Towers,we could see them on Subway rides into the city. Later as a teen,had visions of bad destruction to come in later years. It was so bad,I was in the hospital 3 months. I thought I lost my mind. But when you think/see in your minds eye,of these things,who could one tell? People would think you mad. Theres a history of folks who "saw" things,some were burn4ed at the stake. maybe it was awhile back,still I thought it best as the song goes(Fleetwood Mac) "I keep my visions to myself..." I dreamed my baby brother Jeffrey had died,and I was going to his funeral. One month later he did die,under weird circumstances.I had begged him to leave Brooklyn and come to oregon. He said he would in the fall.He died May 1982. people who know me,know I would never lie--let alone about something heartbreaking serious as that.
All i ever wanted was justice in this world,for people to not have to go hungry or be sick,because they were poor. I wanted to make the world a better place,to bring love & my skills to try to join with others who want to repair the world. the more people join in energy or prayers-or vibes to make things better. It will happen-- it will take time,because so much damage has been done to people~animals~and the planet. Evil will destroy itself in the end.There is no real power in hating and hurting. it may seem like evil has taken over,it never will. it's pushing a trip...On my Farm it is nice and peaceful.Fun to look at,it is my world! Outside I see the Moon shining and know that even though 9/11 was caused by those who wanted power and $ at any cost,and to play sick games--and blame muslims,to play more war--shame---- in the end the dirt comes out of the wash.... I never plan what i will write for the most part.Nights like this the words seem to "write themselves"
Here is a good link to Real info on Kabbalah,a library!http://www.kabbalah.info/eng/content/view/frame/2373?/eng/&main
I'm really tired Y'all.Have a great night----
Monday, May 12, 2014
Sunday, May 11, 2014
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Hi,hope all had a great mothers day,I really did! Am tired from working on building a garden path,and other things! Kabbalah class is really going good,this is my 3rd term. For a free class,it's full of information,and fun learning with students from all over the Planet!We have 2 lessons a week,and it's a live feed,so we can see each others hellos and questions! The teachers are really cool & know their stuff,and don't act all stuck up!
So I missed a couple of folks, to talk to today. But is very sweet to hear on Facebook,or getting a phone message from em! Got a card from one daughter,and call. Got a couple of awesome new outfits from the other! Also a pretty Rose bush to plant and watering can! I love them all! So wow,so much going on--good stuff except the pain in my foot & body. Hoping the appointment my Dr made,for me to get Acupuncture to help my arthritis pain will work. I had to buy a walking cane last week. At least it's a stylist one/with flowers on it. "If I have to be a gimp--might as well do it in style!" finished half of "The most dangerous book in the world"---by S.K. Bain It's hard to read,yet too hard (for me) to put down. He has so many provable facts,that it is impossible to ignore the truth. For me the next step was OMG,what can I do to make this situation better? I have put out healing energy for victims,living or gone ahead. The ones who caused this because of greed,super-super-ego,and just blatant disregard for human life,there is a place for them already. They may be enjoying life,but I believe Karma is a very real thing."also-justice is mine saith the Lord". So the only thng I can do is put out energy/prayers/majick--like Glenda the good witch,and try to continue to "repair this world" a stitch @ a time,
So I missed a couple of folks, to talk to today. But is very sweet to hear on Facebook,or getting a phone message from em! Got a card from one daughter,and call. Got a couple of awesome new outfits from the other! Also a pretty Rose bush to plant and watering can! I love them all! So wow,so much going on--good stuff except the pain in my foot & body. Hoping the appointment my Dr made,for me to get Acupuncture to help my arthritis pain will work. I had to buy a walking cane last week. At least it's a stylist one/with flowers on it. "If I have to be a gimp--might as well do it in style!" finished half of "The most dangerous book in the world"---by S.K. Bain It's hard to read,yet too hard (for me) to put down. He has so many provable facts,that it is impossible to ignore the truth. For me the next step was OMG,what can I do to make this situation better? I have put out healing energy for victims,living or gone ahead. The ones who caused this because of greed,super-super-ego,and just blatant disregard for human life,there is a place for them already. They may be enjoying life,but I believe Karma is a very real thing."also-justice is mine saith the Lord". So the only thng I can do is put out energy/prayers/majick--like Glenda the good witch,and try to continue to "repair this world" a stitch @ a time,
Saturday, May 10, 2014
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Mercury in Gemini
Mercury in Gemini: It's time to talk up a blue streak and flirt up a storm when mental Mercury moves into curious Gemini ...
Tuesday, May 6, 2014
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Saturday, May 3, 2014
Hi Y'all,wishing everyone a safe-happy weekend! I'm slowly getting
better,and was way surprized to find,last week I had 238 twitter
views!,This week is a mind-blower 7,334 views! Whoa,was favored by 2 of
my favs Suzanne Vega & Sean Lennon!
Even though,it turns out,I will have to walk with a cane again. At least am blessed with awesome family/friends & liked by many! oxoxoxxo
Thanks for being in my life!-----
That was what I put on my Facebooks last night. tweeted what I could get in 140! Been going through some up's & downs,adjusting to having to use a cane after not--for many years. I lived in the south-East 15 years. the weather was great for my Arthritis,had it since my 30's something. So had some nasty ass cold thing,that kept coming back like the frekin plague. I'm sure so many know what I mean(Started watching The Stand Steven King,for the umpteeth time--still timeless...)
Ah Climate changing--gotta love it--not!, but what can the gal on the street do--or guy?
They laughed at us & called us "stupid dirty hippies." Like we couldn't see what was coming,if we kept using our planet like a garbage dump...
"Meet the New boss--same as the old boss",yeah the Who & the rest had it so right.
All you need is love wasn't enough for some,they wanted to hate instead. Whatever,The Red pill or the blue one-eh?!
So I had another case of writers frekin block-of course. The thing with that is I start a bunch of projects,and move onto another like seeds~ they wait till I get back---or don't...
So I'm reading this really heavy book,I HAD to get it,reading some on Amazon was just a tease...
As My Fav--Ms Betty Davis said---"Hold onto your hats,we're in for a rocky ride!"
The Most Dangerous Book in the World
9/11 as Mass Ritual by S.K. Bain is NOT for the faint of heart,if however you like your truth served up with facts and humor--this book is for you. It came today and am on Chapter 8 already. I can't speak for anyone else but me,I will never forget 9/11 2001 for more reasons then could fill up a book...
Just a short word on my end. As a kid growing up in Brooklyn NY,I was excited to see them start work on this huge building. So many of us couldn't wait to see it being finished. I missed it- left NY for San Francisco Jan of 1976(I was tired of the Drugs around the Music scene in the Village. Life was getting really creepy) Even a chance to continue working with one of my mentors(& A really funny SOB! Kind too--John Belushi)Was not enough to keep me there. It was time for me to get out of NY,and find a better place... I had spent a couple years going from a tough time to joining the Children of God Cult. I left when I realized they were mostly Wolfs in sheep's clothes taking advantage of the lowly folks who were there to follow Jesus & help others. Some just wanted to help themselves,to money or sex---that was not for me. So I left.... yeah another long--but true story. The point is I can tell crap from gold. some folks don't want to be confused with the facts. I believe in Live & let live. So many I talk to have the same outlook just wanting a fair-better world...
I speak my mind,and am honest. So This book by Mr Bain~ explains a lot of the loose ends...
I knew the day I saw 9/11 play out on TV,something wasn't right... All I will say at the moment is-----Those buildings would have fell for mile4s---- not straight down.... I'm no engineer,but not dumb either! Maybe a bit lame in the foot,but the brain has been sharp as a tack,since I was a kid... (I had 150 IQ at 6,my mom "didn't want an egghead" So I went to public schools,and did the best I could. At least was a decent person--ya can't put a price on integrity.)
So Am very tired and need a cig or my Vapor dragon... Yeah They taught us how "cool" it was to smoke,as kids. Now it would be "child~abuse" Funny how some things change,and others stay the same... have a great night!
Even though,it turns out,I will have to walk with a cane again. At least am blessed with awesome family/friends & liked by many! oxoxoxxo
Thanks for being in my life!-----
That was what I put on my Facebooks last night. tweeted what I could get in 140! Been going through some up's & downs,adjusting to having to use a cane after not--for many years. I lived in the south-East 15 years. the weather was great for my Arthritis,had it since my 30's something. So had some nasty ass cold thing,that kept coming back like the frekin plague. I'm sure so many know what I mean(Started watching The Stand Steven King,for the umpteeth time--still timeless...)
Ah Climate changing--gotta love it--not!, but what can the gal on the street do--or guy?
They laughed at us & called us "stupid dirty hippies." Like we couldn't see what was coming,if we kept using our planet like a garbage dump...
"Meet the New boss--same as the old boss",yeah the Who & the rest had it so right.
All you need is love wasn't enough for some,they wanted to hate instead. Whatever,The Red pill or the blue one-eh?!
So I had another case of writers frekin block-of course. The thing with that is I start a bunch of projects,and move onto another like seeds~ they wait till I get back---or don't...
So I'm reading this really heavy book,I HAD to get it,reading some on Amazon was just a tease...
As My Fav--Ms Betty Davis said---"Hold onto your hats,we're in for a rocky ride!"
The Most Dangerous Book in the World
9/11 as Mass Ritual by S.K. Bain is NOT for the faint of heart,if however you like your truth served up with facts and humor--this book is for you. It came today and am on Chapter 8 already. I can't speak for anyone else but me,I will never forget 9/11 2001 for more reasons then could fill up a book...
Just a short word on my end. As a kid growing up in Brooklyn NY,I was excited to see them start work on this huge building. So many of us couldn't wait to see it being finished. I missed it- left NY for San Francisco Jan of 1976(I was tired of the Drugs around the Music scene in the Village. Life was getting really creepy) Even a chance to continue working with one of my mentors(& A really funny SOB! Kind too--John Belushi)Was not enough to keep me there. It was time for me to get out of NY,and find a better place... I had spent a couple years going from a tough time to joining the Children of God Cult. I left when I realized they were mostly Wolfs in sheep's clothes taking advantage of the lowly folks who were there to follow Jesus & help others. Some just wanted to help themselves,to money or sex---that was not for me. So I left.... yeah another long--but true story. The point is I can tell crap from gold. some folks don't want to be confused with the facts. I believe in Live & let live. So many I talk to have the same outlook just wanting a fair-better world...
I speak my mind,and am honest. So This book by Mr Bain~ explains a lot of the loose ends...
I knew the day I saw 9/11 play out on TV,something wasn't right... All I will say at the moment is-----Those buildings would have fell for mile4s---- not straight down.... I'm no engineer,but not dumb either! Maybe a bit lame in the foot,but the brain has been sharp as a tack,since I was a kid... (I had 150 IQ at 6,my mom "didn't want an egghead" So I went to public schools,and did the best I could. At least was a decent person--ya can't put a price on integrity.)
So Am very tired and need a cig or my Vapor dragon... Yeah They taught us how "cool" it was to smoke,as kids. Now it would be "child~abuse" Funny how some things change,and others stay the same... have a great night!
Friday, May 2, 2014
Thursday, May 1, 2014
Tuesday, April 29, 2014
Hope Y'all are having a good sunny day~~`
Hi,I feel like crap! It's a sunny and pretty day,and I can't seem to get & stay well. Last night I started watching the stand(by steven King) This is not the 1st time I've seen it--more like the 20th time,and like good stories/films,you will see things you didn't see the first time or 5th...Like "The Sixth Sense" Or "The Others" I love both--so many layers of reality's.
So I will rest and try to catch up on writing.
Now am finding more books to read about real-life-"funnies" As R. Crumb said"Is dis a system?" We knew back in the 70's there was so much bullshit... As the years went by some of us,would talk about it... I wanted to write about it,yet it seemed one crisis ended another began...
All we can do--is try to be smart and use "The point in the heart" to make a better world. Just because the world is like "helter-skelter" We should still do right---- so maybe will expound more on this topic after----the bathroom is calling my name!
So I will rest and try to catch up on writing.
Now am finding more books to read about real-life-"funnies" As R. Crumb said"Is dis a system?" We knew back in the 70's there was so much bullshit... As the years went by some of us,would talk about it... I wanted to write about it,yet it seemed one crisis ended another began...
All we can do--is try to be smart and use "The point in the heart" to make a better world. Just because the world is like "helter-skelter" We should still do right---- so maybe will expound more on this topic after----the bathroom is calling my name!
Thursday, April 24, 2014
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Been a bit folks!
Just a shorty Have been getting over being sick. will play catch-up this week.I have folks I love that needed to hear from me. This is a worthy cause that I am starting to learn about... Be well and happy!
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Sunday, February 16, 2014
Weekly Astrology: Feb. 16-22, 2014 The definition of insanity is...
Weekly Astrology: Feb. 16-22, 2014: Learn what's happening in the cosmos between February 16 and 22, 2014, and the impact it'll make on your life!
Tuesday, February 11, 2014
Awake at the wheel!
This has been a great week! It could have sucked,but now am figuring out more about life... We can let things happen to us or we can take the helm of our own ship and keep steering!!! Life is ups & downs,yet we can fight the tide,or like when driving on ice,steer into the slide and work it where we want to go,by not fighting it too fast.
Gained 2 LBS this week! Not as many headaches or Migraines. Been talking to folks, I have not seen in years,some in decades--literally.
Taking time to pray-meditate-doing helpful Majick for healing and prosperity is helping a lot. Life is a process,it's a Chess game that we have to decide where we want our Kings and Queens to wind up...
There are roadblocks and pitfalls,like a video game,yet if we quit,theirs no way of knowing if we would have won.
Sometimes we lose a battle,yet we can still win the war,in the long run. I give thanks to the many folks that have helped me up many mountains.
I have so many projects,that finally I see some will be long-term others closer to start on.
Will be back----thanks for listening and your good energy. I've taken a break from Facebook,having 3 pages to keep,and emails-calls etc,is a lot to do time wise,including Myspace,Twitter,Writing.com,ETC! I like spending time with my family here & keeping in touch with Y'all!! Ya know I do! In the past few months there are 50 more folks in my life & more everyday! Wow what a concept! So nice to have good souls in my life,to help "Repair the world". Be well & happy! OXOX
Gained 2 LBS this week! Not as many headaches or Migraines. Been talking to folks, I have not seen in years,some in decades--literally.
Taking time to pray-meditate-doing helpful Majick for healing and prosperity is helping a lot. Life is a process,it's a Chess game that we have to decide where we want our Kings and Queens to wind up...
There are roadblocks and pitfalls,like a video game,yet if we quit,theirs no way of knowing if we would have won.
Sometimes we lose a battle,yet we can still win the war,in the long run. I give thanks to the many folks that have helped me up many mountains.
I have so many projects,that finally I see some will be long-term others closer to start on.
Will be back----thanks for listening and your good energy. I've taken a break from Facebook,having 3 pages to keep,and emails-calls etc,is a lot to do time wise,including Myspace,Twitter,Writing.com,ETC! I like spending time with my family here & keeping in touch with Y'all!! Ya know I do! In the past few months there are 50 more folks in my life & more everyday! Wow what a concept! So nice to have good souls in my life,to help "Repair the world". Be well & happy! OXOX
Friday, February 7, 2014
Big snowstorm & updates from my world! Procrastination must end!
Good morning Y'all! Hope your warm & toasty wherever you are. I know so many all over the country,and know it's been big-time snowing there as well.
So I'm starting to feel better and eating more little by little. I gained a pound this week!
So I was reading something on my Yahoo feed,and it really was a "Light-bulb in my head" Moment... It was about procrastination,and though I have(as many I know) Have read articles on this subject,this one really moved me,and got me thinking about the whole psychology of putting things off. I will share it and hope it helps! It's not an easy habit to break,and these steps make good sense to start somewhere! I really need help in getting organized with my writing projects. My Novel "The Vortex" will need months to get the research together. In time will post the first chapter,as I have shared in the past with good feedback. Most of the writing I will do,will be free or close to that! What good is having a "gift" with charging crazy prices for it?! It's like doing the Tarot for others. I never charged,it was what I thought & felt was "A Mitzvah" a blessing,like "Pay it forward". I am in the planning stages to make something I really wanted for many years. A Mystical bookstore,with powders for things like Good health and properity, Saint Statues and other goodies. I spend too much time on Social Media. I love it,don't get me wrong! It's just I mean to touch base with folks I care about,and then I'm posting neat things,and such & I forgot that I was supposed to be working on my Novel! Its a lot of fun to be blessed to catch up with some folks I have not seen in years! I still need to balance this all. So I'm just a work in progress as we all are!
I'm still in touch with my "Dragon" Buddy,I'm learning going from Buddy to more,can be many complications. It's not easy getting to know someone else. I have experienced knowing people, I thought I did know,over the years,it turned out we weren't on the same page at all. Life is complicated sometimes,yet can be made simpler. To me,it's a matter of finding out what we like or not,then avoid the things we don't and embrace the things & people who really feed our souls. Till next time Be well & happy!!!!
I
Sunday, February 2, 2014
Sunday, January 26, 2014
The stars are in a very good place!
Good evening Y'all! I'm working on my Swag bucks,decided to take a break.I earned enough last week to get 2 $5 buck cards for Amazon. I have quite a list of things there! Found a really nice Rosary for $2.50!
I decided to start praying it again.I miss making them... I'm working on getting a nice book on how to Pray all the mysteries. There are new ones looking forward to learning. It is a great way to meditate for me. I used to also Pray with Mala beads. In time will again.
Will start posting more pix soon of stuff!
Thought I would share how the week went. Last weekend I helped to get a painting job done. We all worked together & did a great job!
This week I started to take long walks & eat more! Have been smoking so much less,yet not ready to let go of cigs yet. The vapor-cig helps so much. I like the Mocha flavor the best!
Trying to pace myself and still get back to writing more. So today spoke to a friend on the phone for the first time in many years! I will call him DharmaDragon,that was his handle on a site we met at back in 2007. I lost touch as I had with so many,once I went back to SC.Last November started to reconnect with friends & family who wondered where I went... Anyway it's so nice to be able to talk about life and laugh & think about another's perspective. We have a lot of the same outlooks on faith,the economy,etc! It was awesome to speak again! I have spoke with my Sister Jo and my good friend Mabs! It's been too many years out of touch! Tonight I have a headache,yet feel content. I'm thankful for all the blessings in my life. All the people who mean so much to me.
Some who I miss,like "Boo-Boo-Bear & LIL Man" yet it is a time of complications. I am learning that "I can't always fix everything or everyone" That has always been a hard one to deal with. The whole reality of "Letting go" is not easy.Yet we can also create our own hell by trying to hold onto what we need to let go of,sometimes for a bit of time,other times for good. I really understand what The Buddhist mean about "attachment to desire brings suffering" When we try to hold on to water,it falls through our hand.This was a good and hard week. I made myself go out and enjoy the cold and the warmth of the sun.I'm super happy,yet tired. so I wish a great week for each one of you! BE WELL & HAPPY! I am way behind in The Kaballah class,yet they have self-study,and they provided PDF's for me to read. One step at a time-eh?!
The Astrological reality for today was so true,this is from my inbox:
MY Daily Moment
It is a lovely day with magical opportunities during a Sun/Moon sextile. There are a few surprises thrown in with the Uranus trine. Tonight enjoy a rare time when lives are richly intertwined. We feel fortunate in a limitless exchange of love when the Moon aspects Jupiter.
Daily Cosmic Calendar
Will start posting more pix soon of stuff!
Thought I would share how the week went. Last weekend I helped to get a painting job done. We all worked together & did a great job!
This week I started to take long walks & eat more! Have been smoking so much less,yet not ready to let go of cigs yet. The vapor-cig helps so much. I like the Mocha flavor the best!
Trying to pace myself and still get back to writing more. So today spoke to a friend on the phone for the first time in many years! I will call him DharmaDragon,that was his handle on a site we met at back in 2007. I lost touch as I had with so many,once I went back to SC.Last November started to reconnect with friends & family who wondered where I went... Anyway it's so nice to be able to talk about life and laugh & think about another's perspective. We have a lot of the same outlooks on faith,the economy,etc! It was awesome to speak again! I have spoke with my Sister Jo and my good friend Mabs! It's been too many years out of touch! Tonight I have a headache,yet feel content. I'm thankful for all the blessings in my life. All the people who mean so much to me.
Some who I miss,like "Boo-Boo-Bear & LIL Man" yet it is a time of complications. I am learning that "I can't always fix everything or everyone" That has always been a hard one to deal with. The whole reality of "Letting go" is not easy.Yet we can also create our own hell by trying to hold onto what we need to let go of,sometimes for a bit of time,other times for good. I really understand what The Buddhist mean about "attachment to desire brings suffering" When we try to hold on to water,it falls through our hand.This was a good and hard week. I made myself go out and enjoy the cold and the warmth of the sun.I'm super happy,yet tired. so I wish a great week for each one of you! BE WELL & HAPPY! I am way behind in The Kaballah class,yet they have self-study,and they provided PDF's for me to read. One step at a time-eh?!
The Astrological reality for today was so true,this is from my inbox:
MY Daily Moment
It is a lovely day with magical opportunities during a Sun/Moon sextile. There are a few surprises thrown in with the Uranus trine. Tonight enjoy a rare time when lives are richly intertwined. We feel fortunate in a limitless exchange of love when the Moon aspects Jupiter.
Daily Cosmic Calendar
At 12:00AM -- as this day begins -- Juno merges with Chiron at
12 degrees of Pisces. Put an emphasis on healing and uplifting primary
partnerships that need sustenance and support right now. This may be
easier said than done as the Moon parallels Saturn (12:28AM) while
Mercury piles on by squaring Saturn (3:57AM) and the Moon then also
forms the monthly conjunction with Saturn (5:44AM). Pushing the business
envelope in any form is taboo.
The Moon in Scorpio is in void mode starting at 5:56AM and lasting over
13 hours until 7:14PM when the lunar orb enters upbeat, goal-oriented
Sagittarius. Anticipate some stormy psychic weather and stubborn human
emotions blocking forward progress during the void-of-course lunar
cycle.
Once Sagittarius Moon materializes at 7:14PM, focus your gaze on
reaching long-sought goals -- particularly on the literary, educational
and publishing fronts. [Note to readers: All times are calculated for
Pacific Standard Time. Be sure to adjust all times according to your own
local time so the alignments noted above will be exact for your
location.]
Monday, January 20, 2014
Wednesday, January 15, 2014
A late night tid-bit!
So I feel like I've been through a freakin Vortex this last year! As if my life wasn't jam-packed with enough,Oh lord I don't know who has the bigger sense of humor... This life always seemed to be like one test after another,so many times seeming to be Looking for the so called lofty mountains,and hitting road-blocks and dead ends. Yet there are full memories of loved ones and nature. Fun adventures,times of despair and pain. Yet some how I lived! Always did wonder how things would turn out in the future... Don't we all want to grasp a glimpse of what things may be...
The grass is not always greener on the other side,though we imagine we think we know whats best for our self. We grasp at the Ring on the carousel of life,do the best we can. Hope the next day may go better,or be a continuation of the good one we may have had. We stumble like children one day so self-assured the next. And so I will add 2 things! One is that my days are getting so much better then I thought was possible. last year I was so at the end of my rope. Hope seemed so far away. Yet here is a shiny new year, filled with so many possibilities... Even with the so called Demons,that i face down. Anorexia,PTSD,and all I've already recovered from over the past decades. I am happy to be alive to share my gratitude with The Heavens and folks who care in this world. Namaste! I celebrate the divinity in others.OXOX
Here is the second!
http://www.writing.com/main/view_item/item_id/1971929-Diary-of-an-Anorexic-Majick-poet
http://youtu.be/ST86JM1RPl0
The grass is not always greener on the other side,though we imagine we think we know whats best for our self. We grasp at the Ring on the carousel of life,do the best we can. Hope the next day may go better,or be a continuation of the good one we may have had. We stumble like children one day so self-assured the next. And so I will add 2 things! One is that my days are getting so much better then I thought was possible. last year I was so at the end of my rope. Hope seemed so far away. Yet here is a shiny new year, filled with so many possibilities... Even with the so called Demons,that i face down. Anorexia,PTSD,and all I've already recovered from over the past decades. I am happy to be alive to share my gratitude with The Heavens and folks who care in this world. Namaste! I celebrate the divinity in others.OXOX
Here is the second!
http://www.writing.com/main/view_item/item_id/1971929-Diary-of-an-Anorexic-Majick-poet
http://youtu.be/ST86JM1RPl0
Tuesday, January 14, 2014
Friday, January 3, 2014
Being Mindful
Hi again. This week has been good,and a bit rocky... We found a good home for the kitties.So glad their are 3 dogs here to love me!
Home is a happy place for me! No screaming or judgments... Now can get my writings together,and feel loved!
Others will go to any lengths to hurt or try& manipulate. I try to stay in the moment,to enjoy who & what is around me. Am playing my guitar again! It's nice to play along with the radio. I'm taking a short break,from my kabbalah Studies. Am learning that I have to phrase my questions,short & to the point,to get the right answer. Life is like that,we try to figure out what the right thing to know,or do is. Sometimes it's complicated,because of others,or situations...
I'm fortunate to have many people to be supportive to me. having folks who respect & care,for the right reasons,has helped me get through some bad road,in my life.Its nice to get back,what I have freely given over the years to others. It's helpful to have many outlooks on a problem! Sometimes we make things more complicated then they are... Having to focus on asking one question at a time,helps me see to get to the real question I'm trying to ask.
So I'm looking for a new "Shrink" to finish working on some things... Am getting rest when I need it,and taking care of myself...
Hope this will be a good New Year for Y'all! oxoxoxoxox
Home is a happy place for me! No screaming or judgments... Now can get my writings together,and feel loved!
Others will go to any lengths to hurt or try& manipulate. I try to stay in the moment,to enjoy who & what is around me. Am playing my guitar again! It's nice to play along with the radio. I'm taking a short break,from my kabbalah Studies. Am learning that I have to phrase my questions,short & to the point,to get the right answer. Life is like that,we try to figure out what the right thing to know,or do is. Sometimes it's complicated,because of others,or situations...
I'm fortunate to have many people to be supportive to me. having folks who respect & care,for the right reasons,has helped me get through some bad road,in my life.Its nice to get back,what I have freely given over the years to others. It's helpful to have many outlooks on a problem! Sometimes we make things more complicated then they are... Having to focus on asking one question at a time,helps me see to get to the real question I'm trying to ask.
So I'm looking for a new "Shrink" to finish working on some things... Am getting rest when I need it,and taking care of myself...
Hope this will be a good New Year for Y'all! oxoxoxoxox
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