Wednesday, May 28, 2014
Did ya think I forgot about U?!
The following is a question I asked in our kaballah forum. (Am waiting for a reply!) Thought I might share some of this here!(My understanding was that one can't study kabbalah and use these also)
"I have a question about "What the issues are with folks who are psychic and do positive Majick,or Oracles like the 3000 year old I Ching,The Tarot (around since the middle ages) I can see if people use these things to distort,manipulate others for gain or cause harm to any. I thought we are not supposed to "trip" on our ego's,that we are who we are meant to be... Many faiths have asked me to denounce certain things over the 40 years of my search for truth. If this is a science,and not a religion,I'm not seeing the point . Several years ago,a counselor,from a family of well known writers told me this"You could teach a class on comparative religions,at the University of South Carolina . You have done more then study these,you have committed yourself to experience them." This has been my life in part ,since I was 7 . I foresaw the deaths of my Grandmother and Brother for example. I did not ask for these gifts/curses. Yet I have used them to help other. I know there are many who use these tools for self gain,and some for collateral damage to others. Is it possible only some are able to access this for the light of the whole of good? Thanks for your time,If certain topics should be asked in private,then let me know where to send them!"
So the weather has been nutz! rain & sun. We had a great time yesterday,had a family dinner out after presents. I'm getting some things ready for 2 lil souls bd's coming up... It's all I can do for them,besides my prayers. So my laptop is toast,my guitar needs a repair on the tuning peg! But am very excited that in july will be going to see my God-mom in portland. I'm so happy we have not seen each other since 1997. And I get to visit a Convent!!! That's big news in my life! I'm enjoying learning about real kabbalah as well,theres so much more I never knew about it. I started to study it about 1998. There was very little written about it. Some folks took parts & "ran with it" trying to cash in on it. It's not about things down here(in this world" It's about the upper ones, I can see why it was hidden,now this world really needs lots of help & are meant to "GeT it". So am tired and so happy my Jazzy had a super BD. Now I'm hoping Farmville will load! I need to have some down time! Be well & happy til next time.
Monday, May 26, 2014
Back on the grid1
Hi Y'all--time for another exciting installment of "This is our life!" My younger daughter Jasmine is having a BD tomorrow! Wishing her the best year ever!OXOX.
I see the last time we spoke was a bit ago. The past 2 weeks have been good,and in some ways very complicated such as life is often. We start out at once headspace,then it seems we get carried away like Dorothy in The Wizard of OZ...
I have also been dealing with crappy health issues,getting used to walking w/ a cane ain't my idea of a fun time. At least I bought a nice one,with Morning Glory print at a good Price @ Walgreens online!
So there are folks I am working on getting back to,today started to touch base with some.Laptop overheats,so am using Pc slow --no audio--but it works,and can write from my room. I keep most of my real personal stuff,to close folks.About 8 years ago,when "Blogs were a new thing" I had 50 hits/views a day,after a few months. I had things going on,so also was given a case of Writers block for a couple of years...
Over time I got my Muse back,though not always the time to devote to it... Life is full of change--that's one thing we can all count on.It also is full of the Unexpected... Sometimes we don't always see the hidden motives or agendas of others... We see what we want to according to how we see the world,and for some the way we wish others were... It don't work that way most of the time,and some never see it,like "Don't confuse me with the facts..."
It's hard not to judge people,even when we judge by our own heart and standard,it don't mean we are always seeing the truth.
I'm going through some of that,as well as looking on a much larger scale of reality. The book I'm reading,is full of facts~truth and humor,yet it is to me beyond tragedy. I have so many pages of it underlined, and am taking it in,On a personal level,it makes sense--and from glimpses of the future from times in my past. It explains what my minds eye did see before any would transpire. for now suffice to say,I really get the Kabbalist way of explaining sharing one part--hiding 2...In my own way of putting what I am learning into my own way of saying it... So will post this so ya know I didn't croAK! iT'S SO WIERD HOW WHAT I'm learning about the top worlds(In Kabbalah) and the contrast of what goes on down on this plane of existence (This world)Is so multifaceted... to be continued...
I see the last time we spoke was a bit ago. The past 2 weeks have been good,and in some ways very complicated such as life is often. We start out at once headspace,then it seems we get carried away like Dorothy in The Wizard of OZ...
I have also been dealing with crappy health issues,getting used to walking w/ a cane ain't my idea of a fun time. At least I bought a nice one,with Morning Glory print at a good Price @ Walgreens online!
So there are folks I am working on getting back to,today started to touch base with some.Laptop overheats,so am using Pc slow --no audio--but it works,and can write from my room. I keep most of my real personal stuff,to close folks.About 8 years ago,when "Blogs were a new thing" I had 50 hits/views a day,after a few months. I had things going on,so also was given a case of Writers block for a couple of years...
Over time I got my Muse back,though not always the time to devote to it... Life is full of change--that's one thing we can all count on.It also is full of the Unexpected... Sometimes we don't always see the hidden motives or agendas of others... We see what we want to according to how we see the world,and for some the way we wish others were... It don't work that way most of the time,and some never see it,like "Don't confuse me with the facts..."
It's hard not to judge people,even when we judge by our own heart and standard,it don't mean we are always seeing the truth.
I'm going through some of that,as well as looking on a much larger scale of reality. The book I'm reading,is full of facts~truth and humor,yet it is to me beyond tragedy. I have so many pages of it underlined, and am taking it in,On a personal level,it makes sense--and from glimpses of the future from times in my past. It explains what my minds eye did see before any would transpire. for now suffice to say,I really get the Kabbalist way of explaining sharing one part--hiding 2...In my own way of putting what I am learning into my own way of saying it... So will post this so ya know I didn't croAK! iT'S SO WIERD HOW WHAT I'm learning about the top worlds(In Kabbalah) and the contrast of what goes on down on this plane of existence (This world)Is so multifaceted... to be continued...
Friday, May 23, 2014
King Of Pain - The Police (HQ Audio + Lyrics) and some of my words 4 Today...
Hi Y'all am having a awful pain day,the "P' almost gone on my keyboard---coffee maker exploded~the filter was ripped. Wish I was no pun intended.Am going to see my counselor today. Almost forgot~I hurt so bad. Gotta love Obama care--not.The health care system is fucked up worse then It was. I voted for him,loved his happy family,yet I'm one of the poor,who worked hard to make a better life. Am broke as a joke,trying to keep my humor-integrity-and life.... oxoxox be well & happy~~~
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Wednesday, May 14, 2014
9/11, and Farmville,a tale of 2 realities...
Hi Y'all, I was tired and on my way to get on my farm... Maybe it's the full(Milk)Moon in Scorpio,which is a water sign,can be flowing along,can be like a scorpion stinger... Water and air signs,can be a time of dreamy aspects.
It also can be spacey,start out one place end up in another ya didn't plan on being... That's the case here,I was planning on spacing out,relaxing and designing on my Farmville space! I have a big Farm on my main one.(There are others too--) mine is sort of like a Disneyland area! I have my Asian "World" Wild west area,majick/fantasy/Unicorn side,and other cool things going on there! it helps me wind down & relax(except when it won't load right!) There is a lot I am processing in my mind,on a personal,spiritual,level. There are so many awesome folks in my life now,that it's a juggling act to stay in touch,get my own stuff done,and work on my many writing projects. I have Kabbalah class 2 x a week,plus studying--which I enjoy. I have about 20 books waiting for me to read! Though I am reading one that made so many questions I had over the past lifetime,seem lucid.
I'm the type who would rather have the truth,no matter how ugly it may be. And so after digging through real facts in http://www.amazon.com/Most-Dangerous-Book-World-Ritual
I can see why 9/11 happened the way it did.... As a child,I watched them build the Twin Towers,we could see them on Subway rides into the city. Later as a teen,had visions of bad destruction to come in later years. It was so bad,I was in the hospital 3 months. I thought I lost my mind. But when you think/see in your minds eye,of these things,who could one tell? People would think you mad. Theres a history of folks who "saw" things,some were burn4ed at the stake. maybe it was awhile back,still I thought it best as the song goes(Fleetwood Mac) "I keep my visions to myself..." I dreamed my baby brother Jeffrey had died,and I was going to his funeral. One month later he did die,under weird circumstances.I had begged him to leave Brooklyn and come to oregon. He said he would in the fall.He died May 1982. people who know me,know I would never lie--let alone about something heartbreaking serious as that.
All i ever wanted was justice in this world,for people to not have to go hungry or be sick,because they were poor. I wanted to make the world a better place,to bring love & my skills to try to join with others who want to repair the world. the more people join in energy or prayers-or vibes to make things better. It will happen-- it will take time,because so much damage has been done to people~animals~and the planet. Evil will destroy itself in the end.There is no real power in hating and hurting. it may seem like evil has taken over,it never will. it's pushing a trip...On my Farm it is nice and peaceful.Fun to look at,it is my world! Outside I see the Moon shining and know that even though 9/11 was caused by those who wanted power and $ at any cost,and to play sick games--and blame muslims,to play more war--shame---- in the end the dirt comes out of the wash.... I never plan what i will write for the most part.Nights like this the words seem to "write themselves"
Here is a good link to Real info on Kabbalah,a library!http://www.kabbalah.info/eng/content/view/frame/2373?/eng/&main
I'm really tired Y'all.Have a great night----
It also can be spacey,start out one place end up in another ya didn't plan on being... That's the case here,I was planning on spacing out,relaxing and designing on my Farmville space! I have a big Farm on my main one.(There are others too--) mine is sort of like a Disneyland area! I have my Asian "World" Wild west area,majick/fantasy/Unicorn side,and other cool things going on there! it helps me wind down & relax(except when it won't load right!) There is a lot I am processing in my mind,on a personal,spiritual,level. There are so many awesome folks in my life now,that it's a juggling act to stay in touch,get my own stuff done,and work on my many writing projects. I have Kabbalah class 2 x a week,plus studying--which I enjoy. I have about 20 books waiting for me to read! Though I am reading one that made so many questions I had over the past lifetime,seem lucid.
I'm the type who would rather have the truth,no matter how ugly it may be. And so after digging through real facts in http://www.amazon.com/Most-Dangerous-Book-World-Ritual
I can see why 9/11 happened the way it did.... As a child,I watched them build the Twin Towers,we could see them on Subway rides into the city. Later as a teen,had visions of bad destruction to come in later years. It was so bad,I was in the hospital 3 months. I thought I lost my mind. But when you think/see in your minds eye,of these things,who could one tell? People would think you mad. Theres a history of folks who "saw" things,some were burn4ed at the stake. maybe it was awhile back,still I thought it best as the song goes(Fleetwood Mac) "I keep my visions to myself..." I dreamed my baby brother Jeffrey had died,and I was going to his funeral. One month later he did die,under weird circumstances.I had begged him to leave Brooklyn and come to oregon. He said he would in the fall.He died May 1982. people who know me,know I would never lie--let alone about something heartbreaking serious as that.
All i ever wanted was justice in this world,for people to not have to go hungry or be sick,because they were poor. I wanted to make the world a better place,to bring love & my skills to try to join with others who want to repair the world. the more people join in energy or prayers-or vibes to make things better. It will happen-- it will take time,because so much damage has been done to people~animals~and the planet. Evil will destroy itself in the end.There is no real power in hating and hurting. it may seem like evil has taken over,it never will. it's pushing a trip...On my Farm it is nice and peaceful.Fun to look at,it is my world! Outside I see the Moon shining and know that even though 9/11 was caused by those who wanted power and $ at any cost,and to play sick games--and blame muslims,to play more war--shame---- in the end the dirt comes out of the wash.... I never plan what i will write for the most part.Nights like this the words seem to "write themselves"
Here is a good link to Real info on Kabbalah,a library!http://www.kabbalah.info/eng/content/view/frame/2373?/eng/&main
I'm really tired Y'all.Have a great night----
Monday, May 12, 2014
Sunday, May 11, 2014
And now a word from our sponsor!
Hi,hope all had a great mothers day,I really did! Am tired from working on building a garden path,and other things! Kabbalah class is really going good,this is my 3rd term. For a free class,it's full of information,and fun learning with students from all over the Planet!We have 2 lessons a week,and it's a live feed,so we can see each others hellos and questions! The teachers are really cool & know their stuff,and don't act all stuck up!
So I missed a couple of folks, to talk to today. But is very sweet to hear on Facebook,or getting a phone message from em! Got a card from one daughter,and call. Got a couple of awesome new outfits from the other! Also a pretty Rose bush to plant and watering can! I love them all! So wow,so much going on--good stuff except the pain in my foot & body. Hoping the appointment my Dr made,for me to get Acupuncture to help my arthritis pain will work. I had to buy a walking cane last week. At least it's a stylist one/with flowers on it. "If I have to be a gimp--might as well do it in style!" finished half of "The most dangerous book in the world"---by S.K. Bain It's hard to read,yet too hard (for me) to put down. He has so many provable facts,that it is impossible to ignore the truth. For me the next step was OMG,what can I do to make this situation better? I have put out healing energy for victims,living or gone ahead. The ones who caused this because of greed,super-super-ego,and just blatant disregard for human life,there is a place for them already. They may be enjoying life,but I believe Karma is a very real thing."also-justice is mine saith the Lord". So the only thng I can do is put out energy/prayers/majick--like Glenda the good witch,and try to continue to "repair this world" a stitch @ a time,
So I missed a couple of folks, to talk to today. But is very sweet to hear on Facebook,or getting a phone message from em! Got a card from one daughter,and call. Got a couple of awesome new outfits from the other! Also a pretty Rose bush to plant and watering can! I love them all! So wow,so much going on--good stuff except the pain in my foot & body. Hoping the appointment my Dr made,for me to get Acupuncture to help my arthritis pain will work. I had to buy a walking cane last week. At least it's a stylist one/with flowers on it. "If I have to be a gimp--might as well do it in style!" finished half of "The most dangerous book in the world"---by S.K. Bain It's hard to read,yet too hard (for me) to put down. He has so many provable facts,that it is impossible to ignore the truth. For me the next step was OMG,what can I do to make this situation better? I have put out healing energy for victims,living or gone ahead. The ones who caused this because of greed,super-super-ego,and just blatant disregard for human life,there is a place for them already. They may be enjoying life,but I believe Karma is a very real thing."also-justice is mine saith the Lord". So the only thng I can do is put out energy/prayers/majick--like Glenda the good witch,and try to continue to "repair this world" a stitch @ a time,
Saturday, May 10, 2014
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Wednesday, May 7, 2014
Mercury in Gemini
Mercury in Gemini: It's time to talk up a blue streak and flirt up a storm when mental Mercury moves into curious Gemini ...
Tuesday, May 6, 2014
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Saturday, May 3, 2014
Hi Y'all,wishing everyone a safe-happy weekend! I'm slowly getting
better,and was way surprized to find,last week I had 238 twitter
views!,This week is a mind-blower 7,334 views! Whoa,was favored by 2 of
my favs Suzanne Vega & Sean Lennon!
Even though,it turns out,I will have to walk with a cane again. At least am blessed with awesome family/friends & liked by many! oxoxoxxo
Thanks for being in my life!-----
That was what I put on my Facebooks last night. tweeted what I could get in 140! Been going through some up's & downs,adjusting to having to use a cane after not--for many years. I lived in the south-East 15 years. the weather was great for my Arthritis,had it since my 30's something. So had some nasty ass cold thing,that kept coming back like the frekin plague. I'm sure so many know what I mean(Started watching The Stand Steven King,for the umpteeth time--still timeless...)
Ah Climate changing--gotta love it--not!, but what can the gal on the street do--or guy?
They laughed at us & called us "stupid dirty hippies." Like we couldn't see what was coming,if we kept using our planet like a garbage dump...
"Meet the New boss--same as the old boss",yeah the Who & the rest had it so right.
All you need is love wasn't enough for some,they wanted to hate instead. Whatever,The Red pill or the blue one-eh?!
So I had another case of writers frekin block-of course. The thing with that is I start a bunch of projects,and move onto another like seeds~ they wait till I get back---or don't...
So I'm reading this really heavy book,I HAD to get it,reading some on Amazon was just a tease...
As My Fav--Ms Betty Davis said---"Hold onto your hats,we're in for a rocky ride!"
The Most Dangerous Book in the World
9/11 as Mass Ritual by S.K. Bain is NOT for the faint of heart,if however you like your truth served up with facts and humor--this book is for you. It came today and am on Chapter 8 already. I can't speak for anyone else but me,I will never forget 9/11 2001 for more reasons then could fill up a book...
Just a short word on my end. As a kid growing up in Brooklyn NY,I was excited to see them start work on this huge building. So many of us couldn't wait to see it being finished. I missed it- left NY for San Francisco Jan of 1976(I was tired of the Drugs around the Music scene in the Village. Life was getting really creepy) Even a chance to continue working with one of my mentors(& A really funny SOB! Kind too--John Belushi)Was not enough to keep me there. It was time for me to get out of NY,and find a better place... I had spent a couple years going from a tough time to joining the Children of God Cult. I left when I realized they were mostly Wolfs in sheep's clothes taking advantage of the lowly folks who were there to follow Jesus & help others. Some just wanted to help themselves,to money or sex---that was not for me. So I left.... yeah another long--but true story. The point is I can tell crap from gold. some folks don't want to be confused with the facts. I believe in Live & let live. So many I talk to have the same outlook just wanting a fair-better world...
I speak my mind,and am honest. So This book by Mr Bain~ explains a lot of the loose ends...
I knew the day I saw 9/11 play out on TV,something wasn't right... All I will say at the moment is-----Those buildings would have fell for mile4s---- not straight down.... I'm no engineer,but not dumb either! Maybe a bit lame in the foot,but the brain has been sharp as a tack,since I was a kid... (I had 150 IQ at 6,my mom "didn't want an egghead" So I went to public schools,and did the best I could. At least was a decent person--ya can't put a price on integrity.)
So Am very tired and need a cig or my Vapor dragon... Yeah They taught us how "cool" it was to smoke,as kids. Now it would be "child~abuse" Funny how some things change,and others stay the same... have a great night!
Even though,it turns out,I will have to walk with a cane again. At least am blessed with awesome family/friends & liked by many! oxoxoxxo
Thanks for being in my life!-----
That was what I put on my Facebooks last night. tweeted what I could get in 140! Been going through some up's & downs,adjusting to having to use a cane after not--for many years. I lived in the south-East 15 years. the weather was great for my Arthritis,had it since my 30's something. So had some nasty ass cold thing,that kept coming back like the frekin plague. I'm sure so many know what I mean(Started watching The Stand Steven King,for the umpteeth time--still timeless...)
Ah Climate changing--gotta love it--not!, but what can the gal on the street do--or guy?
They laughed at us & called us "stupid dirty hippies." Like we couldn't see what was coming,if we kept using our planet like a garbage dump...
"Meet the New boss--same as the old boss",yeah the Who & the rest had it so right.
All you need is love wasn't enough for some,they wanted to hate instead. Whatever,The Red pill or the blue one-eh?!
So I had another case of writers frekin block-of course. The thing with that is I start a bunch of projects,and move onto another like seeds~ they wait till I get back---or don't...
So I'm reading this really heavy book,I HAD to get it,reading some on Amazon was just a tease...
As My Fav--Ms Betty Davis said---"Hold onto your hats,we're in for a rocky ride!"
The Most Dangerous Book in the World
9/11 as Mass Ritual by S.K. Bain is NOT for the faint of heart,if however you like your truth served up with facts and humor--this book is for you. It came today and am on Chapter 8 already. I can't speak for anyone else but me,I will never forget 9/11 2001 for more reasons then could fill up a book...
Just a short word on my end. As a kid growing up in Brooklyn NY,I was excited to see them start work on this huge building. So many of us couldn't wait to see it being finished. I missed it- left NY for San Francisco Jan of 1976(I was tired of the Drugs around the Music scene in the Village. Life was getting really creepy) Even a chance to continue working with one of my mentors(& A really funny SOB! Kind too--John Belushi)Was not enough to keep me there. It was time for me to get out of NY,and find a better place... I had spent a couple years going from a tough time to joining the Children of God Cult. I left when I realized they were mostly Wolfs in sheep's clothes taking advantage of the lowly folks who were there to follow Jesus & help others. Some just wanted to help themselves,to money or sex---that was not for me. So I left.... yeah another long--but true story. The point is I can tell crap from gold. some folks don't want to be confused with the facts. I believe in Live & let live. So many I talk to have the same outlook just wanting a fair-better world...
I speak my mind,and am honest. So This book by Mr Bain~ explains a lot of the loose ends...
I knew the day I saw 9/11 play out on TV,something wasn't right... All I will say at the moment is-----Those buildings would have fell for mile4s---- not straight down.... I'm no engineer,but not dumb either! Maybe a bit lame in the foot,but the brain has been sharp as a tack,since I was a kid... (I had 150 IQ at 6,my mom "didn't want an egghead" So I went to public schools,and did the best I could. At least was a decent person--ya can't put a price on integrity.)
So Am very tired and need a cig or my Vapor dragon... Yeah They taught us how "cool" it was to smoke,as kids. Now it would be "child~abuse" Funny how some things change,and others stay the same... have a great night!
Friday, May 2, 2014
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