Friday, December 27, 2013

Just a shorty!

So today was my moms Birthday. She passed in 1982,and was 45... I am happy her other daughter Joanna,is back in my life where she really belongs! I know our mom is looking down and happy to see her girls,enjoying our life,family and doing good for this world,in our own ways! 

 Her name was Florence,though her nick-name was Ruby! I would say "Ruby- your a gem!" She would laugh! I pray for Lew,Vivian,Betty as well. He left on the same day...

 I did have an awesome Birthday! So many folks stopped by on facebook and such to leave sweet BD Christmas message to me & family. Was very happy to see!! Am very sleepy,am going to farmville,then ZZZZZZ sleepy-night-night! bye Y'all! sweet dreams!!~~~~~~~```

Tuesday, December 24, 2013

Wow It's Christmas Eve 2013! Time for DEE DEE's Blogging!````

Welcome & have a seat folks! Here come's another installment of (Pick one!)
"AS the Stomach turns..."
"My life as a recovering (from psychotic people in my life )ex-member." 
"The turning of a brighter page to be or not to be,as it was once spoken..."
I've been sick,and am slowly getting better from this whole past year...
I think back to years past,and things I have written,many of the over 100 journals lost to the sands of time... But the memories still live within me!
This was a cruel year in many ways to me,yet now it's as if I was looking through to a mirror,that would lead me to my true home and people who support me,not bully me.
I am grateful for  all the blessings that came to me,in the way of reconnecting with folks who really did love & care about me.
If nothing else I have found that caring people are more important then things, that It really can be " A wonderful life" If we work hard to make it so. Some think that life should just drop all the good stuff down and they "shouldn't"have to suffer or have to wait for things. So many are deluded in their thinking about whats okay or not.
It is not right to push people around because one thinks" They are better,or smarter or more worthy..."
In the end we all bleed blood,we all get cold and tired. We all get hungry. It's our purpose in life to lift others up- Not push em down on the ground,and kick them.
I miss so many,yet I have faith that those who were hurt because of others bad distortions, deceptions  and unsound decisions,will reap what is good for them. Some think it right to tear down, I believe we are here to build-up.  An old Yiddish proverb says: " It is cheaper to mend then replace..." It is easy to say one thing,yet do another. Our actions should show the world,we mean what we say.
So in years past,I would just write in notebooks or whatever,and record the weather,News and what the family was doing at the time! It was like I could find what we were doing on a certain day-week or year. Sadly all that remain are 6 of the books I kept over a lifetime. If it would have been up to my Child Jazzy,we would have had most if not all,but I wasn't told she wanted to have my journals sent from New Orleans first. I only learned that a month ago. be that as it may,The format may have changed,the words and meaning are just the same! I'm so happy to live in peace with my family. My first writing project will be the first 13 years of my life. I was told then,I should write a book! Well Ya gotta start somewhere,so I see a bunch of folks are reading this!
More & more will be,and thats great,thats sort of why we are here--to learn from each other & do our best to make the world a better place,not to just complain about it!! I have always had a hell of a sense of humor,I had to. Some of the things I have lived through might have ended someone who was  not as brave as I became.
I found an Oldie radio station,I used to listen to years ago here in Oregon.Most of my growing up years,were found with me listening to my little transistor radio,my grandpa Moe bought me. 
There have been so many stories of my own history,I have shared with others,in the hopes of helping. 
So many amazing things I have seen,and so many places all over the USA,I have lived worked,played and tried to remember my soul as well! I have given a lot of thought to what I did yesterday. Now I am an ordained Priest/Minister. This is very sacred to me. I have studied and experienced many faiths,and it helps me be a better human! 
Of course the link is having issues of course!
I did it!
I hope Y'all have a happy whatever you enjoy. I'm tired but wanted to share my gratitude and smilesxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxooxoxo 

Wednesday, December 18, 2013

Turning of (still) another page in life...~~~***

Well hello again! I have wrote on sooo many books over the years. I  wish they all but a few,did not get lost to the sands of time... Be that as it may,I am glad to see children who are happy & smiling,no matter how far! It is a very blessed world for me now. It feels so awesome to not live in a "Stress-Web" Things are mellow and nice here! Glad I can once again have contact with People whom I have so missed in secret...
Soon I will be watching my live Kaballah teachers, They are going to teach on "the 5 Spiritual worlds!" Wow that sounds like my type of reality!!!
I had to replace a counselor,she kept not showing up.  Oh well Good luck to her,in a service career! I had a rocky week,yet so much was good & kind too. I'm going to be working on my 1st memoir book. It will be from 1954-1967. Enough happened in my own history,to make it worthwhile! Some names & such, changed to protect the innocent,and those who may be guilty as sin... It will be a lighthearted romp,through the fab 60's! So I have to get ready for my class,be well & happy oxxooxoxoxo

Friday, December 13, 2013

Friday the 13th

I need to focus on some of whats going on in my life! wRITING LIKE THIS,REALLY HELPS ME TO PUT THINGS INTO PERSPECTIVE! ooPS,cap lock!! Anyway,Yeterday,I woke up with a really bad migraine. I have learned to live with em,for over 30 years. Life goes on for me anyway. I did need to cut-back on my workload! 

It was also Ian's 30th BD! We had a nice time as a family,and had a great time. We laugh a lot around here & that's awesome! I have too many projects going at once,and decided to focus on the Kabbalah class and enter a contest on writing Sonnets! It's a shot in the dark for me! Thought I would try it. Will let ya know how that works out. deadline is Dec 24th,and need 12 done & sent by then! I did win 3rd place in a contest this year! You can see the award on my DL Page photos! I also have a fan page,I'm praying for lotza likes!!! 15 so far,and folks following me on Facebook,Twitter,and now Myspace! So am taking a break from the media,for most of weekend. Will touch base-one on one asap!!! My love to Ya'll have a bumping weekend!

 I missed my counseling today. We spoke & will see each other next week. My health is getting better,couple things bothering me,but not too bad. I will get in touch with some folks this weekend. Was so tired,just need to rest up some. It's a lot getting my writing out there in the cyber-world! I found the first original web-site I made,when I was teaching myself- HTML/CSS.http://web.archive.org/web/20091027035939/http://geocities.com/seaofgoodkarma/ (Will bring it where it had evolved to in time!) I also have the bones for a kids educational & safe fun site,in my archives. I learned to make hyper-links(As they were 1st called!) I started about 2001,to understand the opportunity of cyber-space! Have been posting my writing since 2004.

Tuesday, December 10, 2013

Well... Sure is a very deep subject!

Hi again folks! I'm getting better & back in the swing of life again! It was a pretty dicey year... People turned on me in ways I didn't expect,while I was doing everything I could to help. It's alright now,I'm so happy most days,it's like remembering the things that made me happy & most important---the people!
Last week had a dream about one of my therapist,that was really helping me... I hope to hear a hello on Facebook,sometime considering that person is also a writer! I hope you have the time to finally work on your own stuff! I am so dang blessed,I have my long-lost younger sister back in my life!!!! She is a minister--married to a minister! How way cool is that! I love ya Joanne!! My friend Maryanne(aka Mabs!) whom we met when we were both preggers for the first time! The kids have kids now! And Joanne is a new grandma! Her daughter Amber is a doll!
Life can be quite the adventure... I'm thankful That My daughter Jasmine & her cool hubby Ian are in my life & I can get to know my grandkids & make memories with Tristin & Trinity!  I really need to get back to my writing---------oxoxxoxo Y'all! Check me out!!!!



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