Wednesday, December 24, 2014

Wow another year is passing on! Happy everything Y'all oxoxoxox

Been awhile since being here! Hope Y'all had a good year.I know it's also been tough for some of us,yet somehow we find strength to keep on truckin! I find myself sitting outside having a cig,and pondering what I have learned over the past year,as some of us do.Life is a complicated place to live. Relationships are also tricky. We as people tend to sometimes not listen to words and others experiences,yet can think we know what we heard.
When we are young we think we know better then our elder folk.We all fail and make mistakes,yet it's what we learn from them that  really matters.  iIf we learn enough to correct ourselves first and do our best to do better! Not always easy! We blame others for our actions sometimes,and some stay stuck in that reality,taking what they think they know about a situation,and using it to justify negative behavior.
It's so easy to judge others,and also not always- know the rest of the story... I have also stayed stuck in the blaming others for Everything wrong,and not always thinking about "What was right" About the person's involved. 
We forget others also have feelings,and perceive the world from what they have experienced. Some people stay stuck in the past,and can't get beyond wrongs people have done,on purpose or just because they thought at the time,they were doing the best for all. We all have sensitive egos at times,some more then others.
I've seen many things in my life,and look back from an older age of wisdom,and find myself frustrated sometimes because another may hear my words--yet not understand fully what I'm saying.
One thing I have learned is "everything happens for a reason" That has been my kind of Mantra most of my life,since I was a kid trying to make sense of the world in the 1960's. The world at large and my own dysfunctional but mixed up loving family!
Half Jewish the rest Italian. I tried to learn the best I could about who we were and who I was.Where we came from was a mystery that took me most of my life to find out,and of course,I still search for answers!
It's one of the hardest things to do,is try to write cohesively while processing events. 
My life is full and busy! I try to share good things with people,as I can. And in turn learn much from them as well! I wish everyone the best holiday ever & a blessed year ahead!!

PS wrote this hours ago,got busy baking and such forgot to post. Be well-- Santa comes tonight!
 

Santa Clause Came In The Spring by Benny Goodman & his Orchestra HAPPY EVERYTHING!!!! BE BAACK SOON

Monday, December 1, 2014

Wow been awhile since writing here! Have been working on getting my novel The VortexX re-written each day! Been doing other things in life as well,as being a part of our community.Learning more about Special needs kids,as I work taking care of them. I learn so much from them. I messed up my back trying to move things,I should get help with. I'm a stubborn Capricorn,that hates hearing "I am people my age!" What a bunch of crap. Once in a awhile I do get hurt,but so what? I did when I was younger!! So will be back again. Have a great day!

Cats Musical - Memory

You'll Never Walk Alone - Judy Garland

Billie Holiday sings "My Yiddishe Momme" (1956)

BOB DYLAN Hava Nagila הבה נגילה

Hevenu Shalom Alechem