Sunday, January 26, 2014

The stars are in a very good place!

   Good evening Y'all! I'm working on my Swag bucks,decided to take a break.I earned enough last week to get 2 $5 buck cards for Amazon. I have quite a list of things there!  Found a really nice Rosary for $2.50!
I  decided to start praying it again.I miss making them... I'm working on getting a nice book on how to Pray all the mysteries. There are new ones looking forward to learning. It is a great way to meditate for me. I used to also Pray with Mala beads. In time will again.
Will start posting more pix soon of stuff!    
   Thought I would share how the week went. Last weekend I helped to get a painting job done. We all worked together & did a great job!
This week I started to take long walks & eat more! Have been smoking so much less,yet not ready to let go of cigs yet. The vapor-cig helps so much. I like the Mocha flavor the best!
   Trying to pace myself and still get back to writing more. So today spoke to a friend on the phone for the first time in many years! I will call him DharmaDragon,that was his handle on a site we met at back in 2007. I lost touch as I had with so many,once I went back to SC.Last November started to reconnect with friends & family who wondered where I went... Anyway it's so nice to be able to talk about life and laugh & think about another's perspective. We have a lot of the same outlooks on faith,the economy,etc! It was awesome to speak again! I have spoke with my Sister Jo and my good friend Mabs! It's been too many years out of touch! Tonight I have a headache,yet feel content. I'm thankful for all the blessings in my life. All the people who mean so much to me.
Some who I miss,like "Boo-Boo-Bear & LIL Man" yet it is a time of complications. I am learning that "I can't always fix everything or everyone" That has always been a hard one to deal with. The whole reality of "Letting go" is not easy.Yet we can also create our own hell by trying to hold onto what we need to let go of,sometimes for a bit of time,other times for good. I really understand what The Buddhist mean about "attachment to desire brings suffering" When we try to hold on to water,it falls through our hand.This was a good and hard week. I made myself go out and enjoy the cold and the warmth of the sun.I'm super happy,yet tired. so I wish a great week for each one of you! BE WELL & HAPPY! I am way behind in The Kaballah class,yet they have self-study,and they provided PDF's for me to read. One step at a time-eh?!







The Astrological reality for today was so true,this is from my inbox:

 MY Daily Moment
It is a lovely day with magical opportunities during a Sun/Moon sextile. There are a few surprises thrown in with the Uranus trine. Tonight enjoy a rare time when lives are richly intertwined. We feel fortunate in a limitless exchange of love when the Moon aspects Jupiter.
Daily Cosmic Calendar
At 12:00AM -- as this day begins -- Juno merges with Chiron at 12 degrees of Pisces. Put an emphasis on healing and uplifting primary partnerships that need sustenance and support right now. This may be easier said than done as the Moon parallels Saturn (12:28AM) while Mercury piles on by squaring Saturn (3:57AM) and the Moon then also forms the monthly conjunction with Saturn (5:44AM). Pushing the business envelope in any form is taboo. The Moon in Scorpio is in void mode starting at 5:56AM and lasting over 13 hours until 7:14PM when the lunar orb enters upbeat, goal-oriented Sagittarius. Anticipate some stormy psychic weather and stubborn human emotions blocking forward progress during the void-of-course lunar cycle. Once Sagittarius Moon materializes at 7:14PM, focus your gaze on reaching long-sought goals -- particularly on the literary, educational and publishing fronts. [Note to readers: All times are calculated for Pacific Standard Time. Be sure to adjust all times according to your own local time so the alignments noted above will be exact for your location.] 
 
 
 

Wednesday, January 15, 2014

A late night tid-bit!

So I feel like I've been through a freakin Vortex this last year! As if my life wasn't jam-packed with enough,Oh lord I don't know who has the bigger sense of humor... This life always seemed to be like one test after another,so many times seeming to be Looking for the so called lofty mountains,and hitting road-blocks and dead ends. Yet there are full memories of loved ones and nature. Fun adventures,times of despair and pain.  Yet some how I lived!  Always did wonder how things would turn out in the future... Don't we all want to grasp a glimpse of what things may be... 
The grass is not always greener on the other side,though we imagine we think we know whats best for our self. We grasp at the Ring on the carousel of life,do the best we can. Hope the next day may go better,or be a continuation of the good one we may have had. We stumble like children one day so self-assured the next. And so I will add 2 things! One is that my days are getting so much better then I thought was possible. last year I was so at the end of my rope. Hope seemed so far away. Yet here is a shiny new year, filled with so many possibilities... Even with the so called Demons,that i face down. Anorexia,PTSD,and all I've already recovered from over the past decades. I am happy to be alive to share my gratitude with The Heavens and folks who care in this world. Namaste! I celebrate the divinity in others.OXOX 

 Here is the second!

http://www.writing.com/main/view_item/item_id/1971929-Diary-of-an-Anorexic-Majick-poet
 http://youtu.be/ST86JM1RPl0

Friday, January 3, 2014

Being Mindful

Hi again. This week has been good,and a bit rocky... We found a good home for the kitties.So glad their are 3 dogs here to love me!
Home is a happy place for me! No screaming or judgments... Now can get my writings together,and feel loved!
Others will go to any lengths to hurt or try& manipulate. I try to stay in the moment,to enjoy who & what is around me. Am playing my guitar again! It's nice to play along with the radio. I'm taking a short break,from my kabbalah Studies. Am learning that I have to phrase my questions,short & to the point,to get the right answer. Life is like that,we try to figure out what the right thing to know,or do is. Sometimes it's complicated,because of others,or situations...
 I'm fortunate to have many people to be supportive to me. having folks who respect & care,for the right reasons,has helped me get through some bad road,in my life.Its nice to get back,what I have freely given over the years to others. It's helpful to have many outlooks on a problem! Sometimes we make things more complicated then they are... Having to focus on asking one question at a time,helps me see to get to the real question I'm trying to ask.
So I'm looking for a new "Shrink" to finish working on some things... Am getting rest when I need it,and taking care of myself...
Hope this will be a good New Year for Y'all! oxoxoxoxox